Dance in the Rain

One of my favorite sayings in A.A. is

“Life isn’t about avoiding the storm, but learning instead to dance in the rain”

(Author unknown)

There’s a storm in my life right now. The ending of a relationship that I thought was forever.

The storm is inside me. It is inside my heart.

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 It rages loud and strong. It rages quietly and painfully.

No matter how many years of sobriety I have…there will always be storms.

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Some storms are little. A quick shower and it’s over. Others are dark violent storms that seem to last forever.

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Every time a storm comes into my life, I have to relearn again how to dance in the rain.

Yesterday was full of torrential downpours.

So I tried to dance…

The storm will continue to rage.

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I’ve learned to not avoid them.

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My dance is still a little awkward…a little shaky…

But I’m dancing.

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13 thoughts on “Dance in the Rain

  1. The way you expressed this through the art of photography and through your personal pain, was beautiful. Tracy, I am so sorry that I did not know about the suffering. I did not know about the ‘break up.’ It is breaking a piece of my heart out, making me not ready to dance, but let the rain pour over me, with you. I will embrace you in my broken heart. Reliving this and not wishing this on anyone so special as you. I had hope through this love you had. We will patch the hope together again. Wish I could go out for ice cream with you! Or just turn on some Adele music and cry with you… I love Ann’s simple but powerful message, one minute at a time…. good one!

    • Thank you Robin…and it’s ok that you didn’t know and I was having a hard time expressing it…words and pictures are all I have. The sadness is great but I know I am not alone! Thank you my friend…ice cream and Adele sound perfect❤️

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