One of my favorite sayings in A.A. is
“Life isn’t about avoiding the storm, but learning instead to dance in the rain”
(Author unknown)
There’s a storm in my life right now. The ending of a relationship that I thought was forever.
The storm is inside me. It is inside my heart.
It rages loud and strong. It rages quietly and painfully.
No matter how many years of sobriety I have…there will always be storms.
Some storms are little. A quick shower and it’s over. Others are dark violent storms that seem to last forever.
Every time a storm comes into my life, I have to relearn again how to dance in the rain.
Yesterday was full of torrential downpours.
So I tried to dance…
The storm will continue to rage.
I’ve learned to not avoid them.
My dance is still a little awkward…a little shaky…
But I’m dancing.
Tracy. Thank you, from my heart and soul, for creating such beauty and inspiration in the midst of such pain.
Thank you Ann:-) Trying…one day at a time….
Sometimes, it’s one minute at a time. My thoughts are with you.
❤️❤️❤️
Wow, you definitely took something difficult and created something beautiful. Sending you blessings and all good wishes as you navigate this time.
Thank you Marie! Trying! I appreciate your words and your blessings:-)
The way you expressed this through the art of photography and through your personal pain, was beautiful. Tracy, I am so sorry that I did not know about the suffering. I did not know about the ‘break up.’ It is breaking a piece of my heart out, making me not ready to dance, but let the rain pour over me, with you. I will embrace you in my broken heart. Reliving this and not wishing this on anyone so special as you. I had hope through this love you had. We will patch the hope together again. Wish I could go out for ice cream with you! Or just turn on some Adele music and cry with you… I love Ann’s simple but powerful message, one minute at a time…. good one!
Thank you Robin…and it’s ok that you didn’t know and I was having a hard time expressing it…words and pictures are all I have. The sadness is great but I know I am not alone! Thank you my friend…ice cream and Adele sound perfect❤️
Oh Tracy, huge hugs. I will dance in the rain with you any day. It’s all we can do.
You, me and Robin!!!!! We’ll dance like no ones watching:-)
I never care if someone is watching. I’ve always been a free spirit, happy to be the first to dance. 🙂
Me too! I once hopped out of the car, cranked the song playing and danced in a parking lot:-)
In my experience, most other people react in one of three ways: admiring, jealous or joining in. I prefer people who join in, but it’s never a bad thing to be admired. As for the jealous people, it they weren’t jealous of that, they would be carping about something else, and who has time for that? LOL